Soul-less Work Is So Painful I Feel Like A Part Of Me Is Slowly Dying

Dreaming of a better tomorrow....

I am at work, and for SOME reason I just can’t focus on the task at hand. In between building this email newsletter for my job, I am constantly opening new tabs on my browser. The new tabs consist of social media sites, articles about the Presidential election, articles on social media marketing, and an article titled ‘A self-made millionaire who studied 1,200 wealthy people found there's one thought pattern they all tend to avoid.’ Long title, I know. REGARDLESS, I can’t focus on the task at hand and it is really tugging at my heart strings.

Is it simply an ADHD flare-up? Not this time. This time, it’s my soul screaming for something more. I am spending too much time contributing to something that has no purpose to me.

Don’t get me wrong, my full-time job provides tremendous value. Without it, I wouldn’t be paying my bills as a certified independent adult. If I could be doing anything in the world right now, I’d be having a one on one conversation with someone about their hopes and dreams. I’d be intuitive coaching if I had the choice.

I’d also be running 6 other businesses. Hanging all day with my family and friends, and trying new things all day every day. I’d be traveling, too. None of these activities include sitting on my ass 40 hours a week helping someone else live THEIR dream.

Ladies and gentleman, the hustle is real. I will not stop until I get everything I ever wanted.

Love and light <3

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